OF COURSE there would be a historic blizzard
EXACTLY on the day I was supposed to have my follow up appointments! Not only
that, but OF COURSE it would be JUST the right consistency for snow sculpting
when I’m too incapacitated to do much of anything with it! Let me tell you, I
have NOT been a happy camper the last few days!!
Today I was supposed to have follow ups both
with my surgeon to remove the staples and maybe the JP drain, and with my
Infectious Disease doctor to come up with a plan for when I can finally finish
the IV antibiotics. By Saturday I was already 90% sure those appointments would
be canceled, and I was correct. What I did NOT expect was to receive a
voicemail from the surgeon’s office on Saturday saying that they would like to
push my appointment off by a WEEK. Anyone reading this who has seen an Eliana
temper tantrum might be able to imagine my reaction to that! Fortunately, my amazing
surgeon called me himself on Sunday to check in, and said that he would get me
in on Wednesday to remove the staples and maaaybe the JP drain. I felt MUCH
better after that! Having 39 staples in your torso is NOT comfortable, and I
cannot wait to finally get them OUT! My Infectious Disease appointment was also
moved to Wednesday, so at least I only lost a couple days from this whole mess.
I had been making good progress, both with
having less pain and being less dependent on pain medication, and with the
drain output decreasing and lightening in color. Unfortunately, both of those
were ruined on Sunday night. I had an unexpected, strong, and painful coughing
fit, likely due to my ever-terrible sinuses. I was already in pain before the
coughing fit due to being slightly overly aggressive in reducing my pain meds,
and the coughing fit definitely didn’t help. More concerning, however, is that
after the coughing fit the drain output both increased and reverted to a dark
red color, indicating active bleeding. Thankfully it wasn’t to a dangerous
level, but it almost certainly means that the drain will not be removed this
week unless there’s a miraculous change over the next few days. All prayers and
positive vibes are gratefully accepted!!
Between the increased pain and feeling kind of
loopy from pain meds, I wasn’t at my best today. I had originally thought I
might be able to manage some sort of snow sculpture on the hood of my car,
since I wouldn’t have to bend down for that. After the coughing fit, however,
that much exertion was definitely off the table. I still wanted to at least
walk outside briefly and experience the aftermath of the blizzard though, so
shortly before I was due for my afternoon antibiotic I pulled myself together, got
dressed, and left the apartment for the first time in days. Katherine and I
walked out into the snow in front of the building, and as I was enjoying the
crisp fresh air on my face, I realized there was a bush with a pile of snow on
top right in arm’s reach. I wasn’t up for one of my usual full scale snow
sculptures, but I thought I might be able to manage just a little something. It’s
definitely not up to my regular standards, but considering the circumstances I’m
quite pleased with my little nesting bird! We put him in one of the planters
right by the entrance to our building where lots of people could see him.
Getting outside briefly and making even a small snow sculpture definitely
lifted my spirits.
The other disappointment for this week is that
Katherine and I had tickets to see not one, but 2 shows that we were really
looking forward to. We were supposed to see Blue Man Group in Philly on Tuesday
evening, and Riverdance in Atlantic City on Saturday night. We bought the
tickets months ago, well before we had any idea of how medically involved my
life was about to become. After everything we’ve been through these last few
months, we certainly could have used a night out!! Unfortunately I’m just not
well enough to manage it right now, which seems to be a theme for me this week.
Hopefully things will settle down and we can get back to having fun outings
SOON!







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